To Be Honest...=_=

To be quiet honest, I had actually forgotten that I had even made a blogger when I became unable to pay for internet... but now that I am back, I am happy to say that I am making some major changes to my...erm...list of dedications, and this blog happens to be placing in top 10. I just don't ever seem to start anything new and actually see it through until I feel that it is finished, so I am making this something to push forward with and actually attempt at. For those who may know me personally, it is very very very rare for this to happen.
    On another note I was very please to see that I had somehow acquired followers. I am not quiet certain how, but it did make me feel a tad bit better about my situation of forgetfulness. Anyhow~!
 An update as to my current state of affairs...
I have a lovely boyfriend named Michael now, if you need a description of how he looks, picture a viking and you would be about in the right area. We are currently planning a move to our own home soon, perhaps in a month or so time, and we will be taking with us his cat Byron (and yes he is very lordly), and my best friend Jacob (a.k.a Mr. GaGa.. which he will be known of for now on!) .In other news I dyed my hair several different colors finally deciding on a medium brown, I moved into the spare bedroom of my sister and her boyfriends home, and my grandmother Emma (after many months of suffering from cancer) finally was able to let go and passed on. I did of course cry and mourn, but knowing that her suffering is over is making it all very bearable.
If I remember correctly, I did manage to graduate a few months back.. not sure how, but I did, and am now attempting to start cosmetology school. That is not to say, that I do not wish to attend college because I very much do, but I also want to own my own businesses one day, and owning a salon and utilizing what artistic abilities I have will open many doors to starting other establishments as long as work hard on the first. My goal will always be to one day open a small cafe. I want it to be very modern and yet vintage, it will sell many different teas and coffees from around the world, yet serve as a small bakery and dessert stop as well. I want it to play lively and calm indie music, but also to occasionally feature small bands, and to display local artists works. Thinking of the future like this, and dreaming of this goal keeps me in check for what I am doing now. I know that if I work hard and put a ton of love and faith into it, I can reach any and every goal that I seek.
But for now, I will stick with this blog and what can go from it. To reach my goals I must have patience and dedication.
ahh anyhow. untill next time, all my love~!
xoxoxo
~Rebecca