Day 2

    Day 2 into my blogging journey started quiet early this morning since I have become accustomed to waking up early for school. So at 5 this morning when I hauled my butt out of bed I took a look around my room (it was still rather dark through my curtains) and decided that I should just lay back down for abit. When even that became boring I got up and began walking around the house, feeling like I hadn't moved in ages for some strange reason. While walking it occurred to me that I may have received an email back from my Aunt Maria in Ohio since I had sent her one last night. As I assumed I was right and I promptly typed her a reply while my cat Koombje fought for my attention off to the side.
    To be honest, these last few nights have been rather restless for me. I rarely sleep well, but it seems that lately I have been having even less luck. I am not even sure of the reason why, but I seriously hope that it resolves itself soon~!

   For the first few hours this morning I experimented with various makeup ideas (non of which came out well), and I watched many gurus on Youtube. They always inspire me to work harder on my own channel although I rarely make it past forming an idea in my head or on paper. Alas, even if I was to form a good idea that people would be interested in I still have the issue of my outdated computer. It doesn't have a decent video editor, and the one that it does have can not keep up with my HD camera. ;( Heres hoping that this issue also becomes resolved very soon~!

    On other business, I hope to soon be working on a series of watercolor paintings that will focus on my views of the soul and perhaps on the subject of death and the afterlife. A purely personal venture, I realize... but perhaps worth it since it will give me something to do with my restless hands on these snow days.

[Daily Stats]

(Bf/Gf relationship) Doing alright for the moment, however it would seem I get far too angry sometimes. Cody never argues or fights back and this can be rather frustrating~!

(Mental Health) I am actually rather depressed lately. Especially when thinking of another birthday passing.

(Home Life) Rather tense for the moment. My mother's boyfriend Gary seems to be throwing more fits than normal....but then again "normal" for him is acting like a 5 yr old....

(Goals) I am no closer to reaching any goal. My goal of being a Youtube Partner is still sooooo far away that it isn't even funny. My goal of travel is of course void until I am out of highschool and until I have significant amounts of money.